Lyrics:

It’s hard to keep your head held high
when every once in a while your body is in denial
I know my life is going well
but sometimes it feels like I’m in hell
this mind keeps me held in a rollercoaster
up in the sky then it turns to dust

I wish I could scream out-loud
blow away this massive cloud
filled with fear and sorrow
making me scared of tomorrow…

And it’s bullshit
’Cause I thought that I got over it
but no, turns out that it will follow me
till I’m gone for sure
and pill after pill I wish I could feel like
I can do anything just like I did before
But I’m still scared that in the end
I will crumble to the floor

Life hasn’t always shown me light
sometimes I only see darkness
that makes me feel blind
and at times all I see is white
I get blinded by the brightness
this mind keeps me held in a rollercoaster
up in the sky then it turns to dust

I wish I could scream out-loud
blow away this massive cloud
filled with fear and sorrow
making me scared ( of tomorrow…)

And it’s bullshit
’Cause I thought that I got over it
but no, turns out that it will follow me
till I’m gone for sure
and pill after pill I wish I could feel like
I can do anything just like I did before
But I’m still scared that in the end
I will crumble to the floor
oh oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh oh
I will crumble