Lyrics:

I never told anyone, what was going on
I felt scared that they would think something bad about me
And every time that I found myself crying
Didn’t have the strength to show myself

But now I’m entering a place
where I am not me anymore
I try to find myself
but I can’t understand

How can it be that
nobody sees that
I’m not okay
I can’t believe that
I am the only one
feeling this way

How can it be that
nobody sees that
I’m not okay
And people keep telling me
how they feel that I’m doing great…

I’d always been in control of every move I called
I felt safe by knowing every single figure on the board
but this time I don’t know how to deal with it
’Cause everything I knew just disappeared…

Oh… now I’m entering a place
where I am not me anymore
I try to find myself
but I can’t understand

How can it be that
nobody sees that
I’m not okay
I can’t believe that
I am the only one
feeling this way

How can it be that
nobody sees that
I’m not okay
And people keep telling me
how they think that I’m doing great

But I’m no o o o o o ot
No I’m no o o o o o ot
But I’m no o o o o o ot
No I’m no o o o o o ot