I will never understand
why is it ok to be ill,
but not if it’s your mind who is struggling,
the one who is keeping you awake.

I got anxiety,
but society
doesn’t understand
what does that mean,
how does it make me feel.

I feel the pressure on my bones,
I can’t relax while I’m alone,
‘cause there’s always something wrong.

And there’s always that same thought:
“It might get better if I keep on trying!”
Then I realized the truth:
“I couldn’t accept it…”

I am brain-sick,
I feel brainsick.
Noone told me, it’s ok
that I’m troubled by my brain.
It’s an unsound mind,
I can’t hear the sound
of that voice trying to tell me:
“it’s okay to not be fine”.
I feel brainsick,
cause my mind’s ill.
I feel brainsick…

Personalities,
more than one it seems,
and I tried to show,
that I was torn,
but they all seemed to ignore,

that I’d lost all control,
of the feelings and the thoughts,
that were troubling my soul.

And there’s always that same thought:
“It might get better if I keep on trying!”
Then I realized the truth:
“I couldn’t accept it…”

I am brain-sick,

I feel brainsick.
Noone told me, it’s ok
that I’m troubled by my brain.
It’s an unsound mind,
I can’t hear the sound
of that voice trying to tell me:
“it’s okay to not be fine”
I feel brainsick,
cause my mind’s ill.
I feel brainsick…

If more people would accept,
that this kind of situation
is just normal.
We should help people
get less tension.

There’s no need for isolation.
People need help to get well.

why is it ok to be ill,
but not if it’s your mind who is struggling
the one who is driving you insane.
It’s insane…

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